
I bellieve that disease ("dis-ease" - not at ease, not at peace, etc.) is our bodies trying to communicate to us that there is an imbalance (too much of something and/or not enough of something else) somewhere in our lives (our emotional life, spiritual life, family life, financial life, etc.). Recently i was seeing an acupuncturist for hypertension. One of her conclusions was that i needed to be more "grounded." i wasn't certain what that meant even with her description. so while i lay on the bed with needles in my body from head to toe, i pondered "grounding." i envisioned a tree or a flower with roots planted firmly in the ground, able to withstand the rigors of their environment, standing securely and focused (probably on the sun, one of the main elements that gives life). I began to think about what might make that tree or plant flimsy, weak, unable to tolerate the natural elements it once thrived in, disintegrate. I thought about when the soil of a plant is dry from inattention or neglect, the plant responds by leaning or drooping. It will fall over, become weak, break and die. Then I tried to find the connection of the "plants" analogy with my life and the hypertension. I pondered the words "focused," "secure," "inattention," "neglect," and searched my life for a comparison. i was shocked to have to admit to myself how I spend more than average amounts of time focusing on other's (the people I know and love and want to be happy, the world, children, etc.) problems, issues or illnesses, even believing i had the solutions to how things could be so much better. I thought I had the answers to how everybody could fix their lives, and mine was broken and I didn't realize it, but the hypertention was trying to tell me that something was up. I thought my stuff was "all good", that I was "alright," yet hypertension was communicating to me that there was too much of something in my emotional life and not enough of something else. I was focusing too much of my energy on others and not enough on myself! Now when I find my thoughts drifting toward outside situations that I cannot change, #1. I remember that since I do believe that I Am ONE with All, whatever or whomever I'm thinking about is obviously serving as a "mirror" for me, so I ask myself, "what is this issue telling me about myself?"; then #2. I gently come back into my own "self " or back into my body and become "in"trospective: I breathe deeply, focusing on and oxygenating every cell, muscle, tissue, bone, etc. in my body. I then release the tension in each muscle from head to toe. I meditate and release every randon thought running through my head, or I affirm or think lovely and beautiful thoughts about present or future experiences, life and about myself. I appreciate all that I am and all that I am becoming. I realize that I cannot change others, but I CAN change myself. I'm so happy for this understanding because I'm becoming more intuitive, and I've found that focusing on me has brought several new ideas that I'm beginming to expand and share (for example including my thoughts about what I see in these photographs). Thinking about your "self" is not selfish at all, as many of us have been led to believe. Focusing inward allows us to be grounded and stable in order to develop the strength and security needed to make empowered decisions for ourselves and to assist others when we are CALLED UPON!